ALLERGIES, TEETHING, AND LIFE

I have been doing a little of research on why my baby is so irritable, whining and just down right grrr, he is teething...great...   : / ......GREAT!  : ) Tylenol is happening tonight   Last night he woke up 4 times just so bothered about something and i got no sleep.....oooo so sleepy....

Me i have allergies fighting me today ...sneeze after sneeze after sneeze.  YEAH!!!! for me.... i am so tired  and hungry that eveything is so funny to me...but it feels good to laugh idk i am so weird...30 years old and still finding things out about myself... But does anyone really know themselves?

work is good so far.... i was able to go home @1 yesterday that was nice i dropped off rent and then went home cleaned the house and at 4 i went to get my baby.... it was nice to have theat timeto myself... and for once i didnt feel bad about leaving him there a couple more hours....
I would loveto take things day by day and put aside and to sleep things and poeple around me that do not make me happy. i am goingto worry about me from now on and what i want. FOCUS is the key...and finding GOD once again...i realized last night that i hadnt prayed in almost 2-3 months...i forgot who gave me life...i ad a dream that i died and i was afraid and i wonder why i was and still afraid to die and its becasue i do not have the realtionship with GOD that i would like to have..and i must get the feeling that i am doing things that i is right. I looked up Dreams and their meanings

( Death dreams generally mean that you are anxious or worried.  You may not fully realize how much anxiety you’re actually feeling.  Many times, troubling dreams like this wave a flag for the individual and cause them to realize just how much stress they’ve been under.  The dreamer can then realize that they need to pull back a little bit – enjoy life more rather than just anxiously trying to get from point A to point B!)


Dreams about death are not necessarily bad omens, but they usually represent anxious or angry feelings. To dream of your own death is actually positive - it means renewal and letting go of an old stage of life. This is also a common dream when you are getting over an illness - and it's a good sign that you are getting better. However, if you dream that you are dying slowly, you need to drastically change your routine and reenergize your life.

Psalm 71:20-21Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once again