Monday, January 30, 2012

OPPRESSION

I am not sure if you say mean things to me because you feel wronged n some way or you want to hurt my feelings.. "domesticated" you are implying that I can never be wife material..those things are hurtful..

A lot of things happened with us and something's are in my heart and they hurt..i guys just told me that woman expectations of a man are too high..A MAN SAID THAT...

It's safe to say that I don't know how to not expect someone to hold down there side of the ship..if I see that the CAPTIAN looks lost, or has so many things going on, or doesn’t know which side is up, or overwhelmed all I know how to do I take over take control but in my head I am helping..to make sure that the ship doesn’t sink...why is that so wrong to do..y must I sink with the ship if I could’ve helped keep it afloat.

I guess that I am coming to the reality that another man in my life didn’t understand me. And never will. I wanted was compassion, help, love, thoughtfulness, happiness, good times, and a partner that can give me all of that.

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